December 13, 1949 - August 18, 2018
December 24, 2018
I miss you something terrible this month. I knew it would be difficult but not this intense. This was, is, always will be your month mom. It is saturated in your tradition, you, your spirit and love, smile and laugh, the smell of your sweater whenever I got to hug you (which I realize- was something I most often received most every year around this time). I know my tears are selfish and that you are free from the dis ease of this world, here in this plane in human form.... Yet I have so much to say, to share, hugs to give and appreciation to show I kinda feel robbed like can I get a do over mom, Im so sorry and I love you and of course miss you beyond words happy belated birthday and merry Christmas. It is most akward feeling when all i keep doing is looking at gifts for you or something so totally you catches my eye and you are the only person close to my heart I have yet to get gifts for. It does not feel right. Life without you mom, its not right.
October 6, 2018
If Roses Grow in Heaven, lord please pick a bunch for me. Place them in my mother's arms and tell her they are from me. Tell her that I love her and miss her. And when she turns to smile, place a kiss upon her cheek and hold her for awhile. Because remembering her is easy, I do it every day. But there is an ache within my heart that will never go away... -Unknown Author